Its 2 o’ clock in the morning and all I do was think about us. Kanina nung nasa car ako, I remember the last very first time na pumunta ako sa inyo. It’s was raining very hard then right?:) That’s why the classes were suspended. :) I was with my friends and honestly, I was spying on you. :)) You were sitting right next to your katropa then. :) I was afraid and ‘torpe’ na lapitan kita nun. I tried but I really cannot. So what I did was wait for you to go home. :) haha. When I saw you walking towards the church, I run to you. :) haha! then I said, I will go with you. ;) That was the very first time na maexperience kong lumusong sa baha na gamit school shoes ko. :)) It was fun. ;”> SUPER exactly. ;”> hinintay kitang magpalit ng slippers nun then you went to my house. :) Alam ko saglit lang tayo sa bahay eh, then hinatid kita sa bahay niyo. ;) and that was the very first time that you hugged me! >:DDDD< haha! I remember that time. :)) because that was one of my happiest moments in my life.;”> <3 Natandaan ko pa nga yung sinabi sakin ng mga babaeng nakasabay ko maglakad, para daw akong nanalo sa lotto :)) HAHA! actually, mahigit pa nga eh. ;”> Yung tipong wala kang katumbas sa kahit anong panalong matatanggap ko. :) Naalala mo rin ba yung last time kitang hinug?:) It’s been a long time for me na. :) even if that is just a week, I guess. :)) but for me?:) It’s been years. ;( More than six months?:”> We’ve passed many challenges together, have small or big arguements with one another that somehow really challenged us, but more important is that after 205 days, I am still in love with you. :”> and guess what?:) AND ONLY YOU. <3 205 days, eventhough we really doesnt have a perfect relationship but we have what it takes to continue this love and maybe? until forever. :) but… Honestly? Right now? I just can’t imagine a day without you. ;( I knew I’ve said it to you a thousand times before, but I just wanted to let you know that how much I love you. I knew it sounded corny. hahaha. I’m sorry. >:P Can we just stop all those little fights?:( It’s not that I was tired with you, but I was just too scared that maybe, just maybe one mistake will make you give up on me. I was too scared to let you go. ;’( Too scared na mawala ka ulit sakin. ;’( I had lost you once and I cannot afford to lose you again. It’s just that, I knew in myself that I do everything to bring us to what we have lost. Na bumalik ang dating TAYO. pero I guess hindi lang ako yung kailangan gumawa ng move. ;’( ginagawa ko naman lahat di ba?:( kulang pa ba?:( ngayon? hindi ko talaga alam kung anong nangyayari sa atin. :( alam mo yung konting pagbago lang ng mood ng isa?:( ginagawa na nating away eh :( pero alam ko namang ngbabago ang mood ng isa kasi ngtatampo, ngseselos o nagagalit pero why should it be like this everytime?:( I promised to you that ‘I will keep us together whatever it takes’ right?:) and I WILL NEVER, EVER BREAK THAT PROMISE. :) I’m sorry for everything I’ve done wrong. ;’( If maybe we could start again?:( I’m really afraid to lose this relationship. I really cannot imagine a live without you ELLAINE PEACHY HERNANDEZ.;’( ILOVEYOUSOOMUCHBOO! ;’(



